post-craziness blues

just got home after a crazy month of non-stop action. now, I don't know what to do with myself or where I fit or where to point my compass. i would like a map. it's nowhere to be found at the moment. i'm a bit sad and slightly off-center. i wish i had a room and a bed and that I could go play dress up and house with my siblings. so much changes with growing up. it's a bit uncomfortable. what to do, what to do?